The Skeleton in my cupboard

To use my ovaries or to let them go? ? To be that woman I’ve pretended to be when I was 8? Let that question sink in my late 20s, design my 30s and be in peace in my 40s.   When I was 8, I’ve received the one gift that changed my life. It…

A very fall story

If i were completely living my fantasy, I would be writing this my legs covered by a blanket. I’d wear my cutest pyjamas, drinking hot chocolate and facing New York City  under snow. Except that I am putting down these words while being on a rage. I am cold, wet and I dislike hot chocolate….

My mother is not a feminist…

Image credit : https://www.womensmarch.com / Official poster for the March. It doesn’t mean she is not making any effort. It doesn’t mean she is any less of a woman than you, you and you.  If I am not currently wanting to live the American Dream, I’d want to cynically persuade you that I am a Myth….

Maybe

Maybe I am, broken-hearted. Maybe, I don’t know! I’m too busy, Being a coward, To take a look, At my failures.   Maybe I am, hungry, starving. The sound of my tears, Keep covering the sound Of my stomach, demanding, growling, begging.   Maybe I am, Putting on music too loud, To cover the voices…

#3 : young

Hugging trees Eating Why are there so many stairs   Nacho cheese Scented candles Homeworks Homesick Identity Who am I but young.   Music in my head Words resonating In the voice of Adam Driver I am not a poet If not a sack of bones.   Waiting for the train the plane is landing…

#2 : ordinary people

I am this girl I am a contradiction I, am.   Of every book I have ever read Of every movie I have ever watched, Especially those I’ve rewatched till knowing them by heart.   The shape of a pear, According to some magazines, The sense of humor of a weird person According to my…

#1 : Numb-ers

  Eight, like the number of times I’ve had a mini heart attack. Thinking about you, about us, about me since you. Nine, times I’ve cried knowing that if you would leave, I would die. I’d let myself die. You have all the powers, Making me dead already.   Tonight I had a glimpse of…

A short guide to the Ladies World (not the bathroom, no…)

Here are some guidelines to understand what a woman is. Feel free to take notes, sit comfortably and enjoy. Lesson One : The Physical definition of a Woman Hair : the longer they are, the more of a woman you are. You wear it short? That’s highly suspiscious : did you get lice recently? Ears…

Diary of a Dreamer

Times are hard for dreamers [Amelie]   January 7th, What is the best dream ever? A pizza shaped bed with olive shaped pillows ? Owning Paris and Sydney ? Diamonds and candies in a bath? What people crave, what’s trendy in the dreamer’s world? Help !   January 25th,  Today I’ve met two dreamers, one wished…

Diary#2

My favourite inspiration : life and feeling alive.

I guess I am kind of mad ?

Let’s be honest I am totally mad.Being mad happens. Having a list of what makes me mad is frustrating. Hopefully, once it’s out on the Internet, I”ll feel better. You get the huge sarcasm rate there, right? Wanna be in my list too, oi?! Let’s start by the obvious, people and feelings. Those are easy…